I'm so fucking messed up, i need a restart button.

The one that got away

To the guy that will always have a space in my heart.

Ps: This was the first photo we took when we were just friends. Who knew, right?

It's hard, knowing that the person you love so much is just infront of you but beyond your reach. I try so hard to keep my mouth shut, to say whatever i wna say, because i know we are done and there's nothing left for us. We have to keep moving forward and foendeavorsat we want, for the better or the worst. When i see you, i dont die a little inside, i just shatter and try to pick up the pieces slowly. Putting on that fake smile wasnt an easy task. Everyday i pray that you'll soften up and maybe one day, just maybe, you'll return. I havent really got the opportunity to thank you personally so here's one for you:

Thank you Mohamed Khairil, for understanding me and picking me up when I was giving up. Thank you for directing me to the correct path. You never fail to put a smile on my face even when Im having a bad day. I miss how you look at me and secretly take glances in class. Now those looks are no where to be found.

It sucks knowing that tomorrow would be the last official day for you in school. I know this would be a very slim chance but i really do hope one day we cross each others paths. Who knows what will happen. Will we be with our other half or will we be 2 lonely souls finding our way back.

Goodluck in your future endeavours Mohamed Khairil. I still love you and will forever miss you.

Till next time, Khairil.

ITS....... 2 0 1 2 !!!!!!!!!!

Happy New Year, actually no, HAPPY Chinese New Year!

Hi, its been forever since i've touched this & yes....... O level's 30+++++ more days. Good luck guys. Oh, and Happy Birthday Diyanah Farizah Abdul Aziz! <3

its been a while blogger. haha okay bye!

Its okay, i knew you were long gone.

What a great start to 2011

All i ever wanted to do was to tell you. But i didn't. I kept it all inside, that way it wouldn't hurt so much. But actually it does.

Threesome Hug was Awesome.

Love You Guys a lottttt! Mwah mwah mwwwwaaaahhhh!

School's g8.

I'm so lost in Geog i really need help.

2 weeks omg 2 weeks.

Everything has been productive for me (Y) On task and yehhh (Y)

Super productive studying @ cheryl's place for the first time haha. Ninja's a real good boy now.

Didn't give problems during tuition haha FINALLY!

Back to studying ): Sighhh Sighh Sighh